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UnLoved You

2011-02-28T21:30:00.002+08:00

Usual day....Skip work today with honey. Walk around orchard. Actually orchard got nothing to shop! We eat & eat none stop. Like crazy women! Hahaha!

Hmm....feeling moody this few days. I miss you! What bout you? Do you? You know what, i've thinking bout it again & again! Is it my fault? Maybe? I didn't know what you treat me as till that day! That's why i didn't bored explaining & apologise to YOU! Till that bloody day! Why do you have to tell others?! Why let them tell me that?! I'm so happy living in my own world. Everything is so perfectly planned till you came in with a bomb & destroy everything! Why cant you just bloody leave me alone?! Every time i wanna ignore you or forget you, you will do something to hold me back! Why do this to me?! I know I'm strong but I cant take that! Before it's too late, just walk away :)

I know it's no one's fault but it's just not meant for you

And you can't make your heart feel the way I feel for you

It's not right to keep me hanging on

Just give me one more night before we both move on

You're fine, you're sweet. I love the way you gets worried.. I still remember that you are willing to wait for me to be home & come my house find me despite there's no mrt and bus. You are willing to cycle late in the night just to see me. You told me you just want to see me, kiss me and hug me. Then you will go home. I'm really happy:D

I was watching horror film but I'm scared. Remember what you said? "I'll watch with you. Call me when you are scared. I'll be on the phone with you and pei you watch!" These really melts my heart!

We chat late in the night. You made me laugh like crazy! Although you always win when we fight, you will somehow say something to make me smile. That's the only time i enjoy losing^^

You pei me to work and wake up early for me! BOY! You are awesomely perfect! I'm sorry that I loved you. I didnt know how much you did for me. I was silly at that time but, it's too late. I'm sorry. Really SORRY. I will never ask for your forgiveness but ask for your smile. Sorry that i hurt you! 拥抱过后你转身就走我笑着说再见心却在颤抖我已没有勇气问你离开的理由. 只怪自己当初没有抓紧你的手失去了你我才知道你有多重要现在说后悔也没有用心虽然很痛!

When thinking back, I really miss all the sweet memories you once gave me. Thanks for your love, thanks for everything you've done for me! i'm just not the type you're wishing for! I believe you can find someone better than me! Much more better! Forget me....I know you can^^ Maybe you already did? This is the last time I'm saying this to you. I Love You!

GUYS ARE GUYS!

2011-02-25T23:39:00.002+08:00

Back-to-back post! Was busy working. I rarely have anytime for anything!><>

1) Hey, who do you think you are? C'mom! I'm busy ok?! I say next time le! Why just cant you change your fucking attitude and be nicer? Be more understanding?! GOD!

2) Stop giving me attitude ok?! You not in good mood so am I! Who the fuck ask you to like me?! You choose to ok?! BLAME NO ONE! I'm this type of person! I'm just who I am!

3) Why cant you just tell me what the hell you are thinking?! You dont say, how i know?! Now, you make me fell bad! Totally bad! If you'd tell me this earlier, I would have do all I can to let you know what I'm thinking too. Maybe things wouldnt be the way it is now! It would be totally different! Now, you suddenly let me know bout all this! What you expect me to do or say?! What the fuck you want form me?! Why cant you just leave me alone?! I'll appreciate alot! Thanks! Lastly, I'm heartbroken all thanks to you!

4) YOU! What are you thinking?! Suddenly ask me some stupid question & tell me stupid things! What the hell is wrong with you?! Just say what you want ok?! You are making me worried. But, I dont think you know! *laughs* Why should I care? Who are you to me?! Forget it. Do all you want!

5) Can you dont be so cold and then so sweet sometimes? It really makes me scared! Wo zhen de bu zhi dao ni zai xiang se me! Duibuqi! I know you are veryveryvery good to me! Understanding, sweet, caring and just awesome! I'm sorry that I dont have that much time for you! Really duiBuQi. I'll try my best kays? :)

It's hard to ignore you when you are just directly infront of me

2011-01-10T22:11:00.002+08:00

10JAN2011!

Horrors! Got My result today. the feeling sucks lo! It's like I'm the first but my teacher seems to be in a hurry for dunno what reason. She's like, "Quickquickquick!"

I'm not even ready! She just tell me my points.

I'm like, "Oh. So the-"

"Just sign here & check if i calculated correctly." She just cut me off and ask me to get up & check somewhere else. What's the hurry for?! She cant even leave after i get my result what! ARGH!!!! How i hope that special someone will be there to pei me take result. But forget it. But was really happy yesterday. BUT! Alex, Nick, Wayne, Shaun they all make me damn ps yesterday sia!:$ BUTBUTBUT! So many BUTS! Haix....should i listen to James & just try saying it? I mean no harm trying right? I've to think twice!!!! What if it get worse?! Aiyo! How? i'm crazysot lo! I'm insane!

Elise Estrada - Lipstick

I know the lipstick won’t fix it

But I’ve gotta put my game face on
I wish Mascara could mask this
Until all the tears are gone
I’ve gotta paint the pain away
Make like - I’m ok
Pretend I don’t wanna stay
Act like this aint killing me

I’ve tried One two three too many times
(To walk away)
I’ve heard one two THREE too many lies

So I gotta pretend that I’m not gonna miss you
I gotta pretend that this is what I wanna do
I gotta pretend when I walk out that door
That I don’t love you anymore
I gotta play the part act like it aint killin’ me
Gotta play the part when you try stopping me
Hide what’s written on my face
Dig deep in the makeup case
And cover it with Lipstick

I’m sick of looking in the mirror
Cause my mirror sees right through
MAC aint got enough concealer
To hide how much I’ll miss you
I’ve gotta cover up my hurt
No more – getting burnt
I really need’a let you go
Cause my heart can’t take no more

I’ve tried One two three too many times
(To walk away)
I’ve heard one two THREE too many lies

So I gotta pretend that I’m not gonna miss you
I gotta pretend that this is what I wanna do

I gotta pretend when I walk out that door
That I don’t love you anymore
I gotta play the part act like it aint killin’ me
Gotta play the part when you try stopping me
Hide what’s written on my face
Dig deep in the makeup case
And cover it with Lipstick

It’s the hardest role I’ll ever have to play
It’s the hardest lie I’ll ever have to make
To look you in the eye
And not break down and cry

So I gotta pretend that I’m not gonna miss you
I gotta pretend that this is what I wanna do
I gotta pretend when I walk out that door
That I don’t love you anymore
I gotta play the part act like it aint killin’ me
Gotta play the part when you try stopping me
Hide what’s written on my face
Dig deep in the makeup case

So I gotta pretend that I’m not gonna miss you
I gotta pretend that this is what I wanna do
I gotta pretend when I walk out that door
That I don’t love you anymore
I gotta play the part act like it aint killin’ me
Gotta play the part when you try stopping me
Hide what’s written on my face
Dig deep in the makeup case
And cover it with Lipstick

Getting myself wet is all i ever know!

2010-12-21T23:08:00.002+08:00

18/12/10
Outing LiXian, Polomika & Mei. Wanted to go USS but ended up in Siloso beach cause the tickets were all solded out till 27Dec! WTF right? Was playing at the beach & I'm so tired that i sat on the sand and got myself wet when the wave came....Since I'm wet, we all decided to go for a swim. Was damn freaking fun! Nearly get drowned! PLUS! I've got SUNBURN! My face! OMG! I'm gonna shout now!!!! LiXian have to switch off her phone to prevent me from, disturbing her!
:( 50CM MONKEY & was so happy! Went home around 9+ 10pm^^ Shouldn't go home that early. HOUHUI LE! :( Missdie liXian! Sexy, let's go beach again! You still haven teach me how to swim!!!! SUNBLOCK please!!!!

21/12/10
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN FIONA!!!!! Hope you enjoy what we plan for you today! The cake is delicious! Isnt it? Went to zoo for her b'day celebration! It's AWESOME! AWESOME! HAHA! Animals & Animals! Photos & photos! Photos will be update asap^^I miss the KIDZWORLD! It's so fun! It's not that cool when I'm a little girl lo! Not fair! But, i have gain back some today *winkwink* Although we didnt bring any extra clothing, we got ourselves damn freaking wet! It's some little kids all over the place but the two of us juz ignore them and play along!:$ I miss my childhood ok?! Wanna go there again! After that, went orchard to give the rest of them cakes to makan. Jai went there! I was so happy to see him! I miss him sia. He seems so dead without his beer! Alcohol is all he ever know! But, he is funny! Went home after that. I'm so tired. I'm gonna sleep early today. Seems someone muz be busy right now. Work tmr. ARGH!!!! OH! I left my LONG WATER BOTTLE there! It cost me $5.90 leh! WTF?! Forget it.....

I'm sorry if i hurt you....but, i want you to know this....I LOVE YOU....Really really do....

2010-12-15T17:54:00.019+08:00

HONEYS FOR LIFE!
The longest distance on earth is not from North to South....It's when, I'm infront of you and you ignore me....Feeling so emo this two days. EMOFIED! I really enjoy myself alot on 13Dec. But I'm so sorry if i sae something that hurts you alot. I didnt mean it! I'm just scared. I dunno what to do! I'm really sorry! I ruined everything! But you should know I dun mean it! I dunno what to sae except from sorry. But, does sorry cures? I want us to be like the past, not now. You are really driving me insane! But do you know that?

You know what? I'm missing you! Yes! Is you! Every single freaking seconds, I'm missing you. I'm so happy when my phone vibrate and it is your msg! I'm so happy when you txt me again & again when i didnt rpy your msg. I love it when you worry about me. Tell me you miss & love me. I think of you whenever i wanna go sleep. Your msg is the last i wanna see when i go to bed. And the first i wanna see when i wake up! HAHA! I know is silly but, who cares? I follow my heart! I miss your smile, your voice, your hug:$ Your everything. I want every single freaking seconds of your free time. I want to spent every single freaking second of my time with you! I know I'm selfish but I just want to be with you. I cant help it....

Days without you are like Moanday, Tearsday, Wasteday, Thirstday, Frightday, Shatterday & Sadday....

Money Is All I've Ever Want

2010-12-06T23:35:00.002+08:00

I'm back to post! My blog is really dead. I've just got my pay yesterday. I'm so damn freaking happy! The first time i got money due of my hard work! Isnt that amazing?! *CLAPCLAP* I'll work hard for the sake of you(MONEY). People! Visit me! I'm bored there!
Mon, Sat & half of the day on Thurs = ORCHARD TANGS (level 4/B1)
Half of the day on Thurs & Sun will be at Vivo TANGS
Yesterday was having baking lesson at Vivo. Have four different cakes^^ The dunno who (forget his name le) keep fight with me sia! One silly boy surprise me with his visit :D Was damn happy de<3 Musya was so jealous that I have cakes! There will also be one on Sat & Sun, 3pm to 6pm. Free cakes! Today is actually quite busy. Counting stocks and stuff. Having lunch with "MOTHER",(Shawn/Sean), Bryan, Fiona & one more girl(also forget her name le) :D I HAVE STM! SERIOUS ONE! XD My BOSS gave me a surprise visit! When she was there, I'm crawling on the floor!!!!!!! DAMN PS DE SIA! But I think she will forget bout it^^ Hmm....nth much to post actually.
P.S. HONEY! BABY! SISTERS & BROTHERS! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!

Me + You = LOVE

2010-10-21T23:29:00.004+08:00

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.......................................When I see you, My HEART smile :D

English paper on 25th! *shout* OMG! Howhowhow?! Nevermind. If you believe you can, you can! But can I? Forget bout it. That's still long. Long? HaiShan is sosososo cute! He told me, "One day jus one day i will be mad plus crazy lik you^^" Hahaha! Am i mad or crazy? I didnt know i can cause such a big influence wor. Hmm....4days le! i'm happyhappyhappy. But I'm tired. tired of telling myself it's ok. Boy, a little piece of my heart is always with you :) Smile kays? You are amazing just the way you are! Perfect!

Came to party till I can't no more. Celebrate coz that's all I know. Tip the groupies takin off their clothes. Grand finale' like superbowl. Go hard run the show. That's right wild out got money to blow. More lights more ice when I walk in the door. No hype do it big all over the globe. Yeah!

Oh lastly! I love chocolates!

Memories Were Given To Me By You

2010-10-16T22:51:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAOPO!

LaoPo birthday on 12th! Hope she enjoy! Meet deardear at PasirRis mrt station on 14th & went chalet to look for LaoPo & frens^^ Kenny, Wenjun and Saiful was swimming when we reach. LaoPo & frens went to have lunch/breakfast & we rot ourselve in the room.^^ Sleep for awhile till deardear wake me up & gime a kiss*blushblush* Jasper & frens were stasting fire while mei & i pei LaoPo to have a walk at the beach. Fell :( Make Laopo a heart & pick some seashells for her & she smile back^^ So PROUD of myself^^ I accidentally mie diao the fire:( then everyone stop bbq-ing & play with water bombs, cream & corn flour! William, clara, wenjun & one indian guy pour bottles of water on me! Make me so wet! Weikiat & jasper jiu throw flour at me. The cream taste damn freaking nice de! Bt jasper scold me coz i'm not suppose to eat but throw at the b'day girl:( Was having so much fun till a auntie came & asked us to clean everything. We did a great job:D ltr went to the pool. Dare nt go into the water :) Then was singing and playing with deardear. She spin me wif so much force till i fell! Two guy walked pass and laugh. Damn ps sia! Bt nvm la. At least everyone laugh^^Dennis & Clarance(dk hw to spell their name) walked us to mrt station & went back to chalet. So sweet of them :) Was having lots of fun! Hope everyone enjoy as much as i did^^ SOTONG BOY DE B'DAY IN 2 DAYS TIME XD Although i have lots & lots of fun, i still feel pain when deardear, mei & i was at E-hub. Memories just flew in like no body business. I felt like leaving that place at once but i decide to face it. Since this is the ending, i must face it. Every steps i took makes me feel like crying. Yes! I have been lying to myself. I miss you badly. Can you please promise not to hurt yourself? Treat yourself better. You dun deserve this kind of treatment. Please do it for me. Or at least, for yourself & your love ones. I know it's the past. I'll look forward. Thanks for the wonderful meomories you once gave me. I Love You:D

P.S. I do have feelings for you. Really. And i never play with relationship..........

I miss you mama :(

2010-10-10T19:46:00.017+08:00

Stupid sister of mine^^

Went to huiwen house after school on friday. Tiring day sia. Have H2H tok with her. Wow! I really love the bitches in her school! Was trying my very best to do some chemistry but was too tired & took a nap. Cant even let me rest for a while sia! Keep having ppl comin into the room. Touch my head & stuff. Later mama ring me. Put my phone on the table. The vibration was really irritating. Non-stop. So many calls & msgs till i give up my slp! Went down to buy something & sit down with junguang & hubert for awhile....Slp at 1plus & wake up at 11plus the next morning. head down to bishan. Went to shop for b'day presents. Still kana scoling by JUNJIE sia! Know earlier, dun buy for him! Hmph! But he did apologise so....Ok lo^^ Cant sleep ytd nighht. Lucky have junjie, junguang, ruilin, deardear & yixun pei me msg^^ Sorry to junguang & yixun. Fall aslp while txting haf way^^ Today wanna go watch lion dance de bt somebody didnt wan to go so i cant go:( Miss my mama! She will be back tomorrow^^ I know she miss me lotslots too.

I wonder why some people like [him] so much sia. What's so good in [him]? Maybe tats wat people sae, qing ren yan li chu xi shi bah^^

Smiling makes me feel better

2010-10-07T18:05:00.008+08:00

New layout^^ I love it ttm!^^ Didnt go school today. Haix. Olvl in a few more days. Still know nothing bout physic. How leh? Lidat sure gg de lo! Haix. FML. Just now help kenny edit his blog and then chat awhile with di. He is really cute sia. Still waiting for kor to intro me dasao^^hmm....tired. Ytd Mr Goh want me finish all the section A for chem. He wants it by Monday. But i haven do a single thing. I'm just not in a mood to study. I know this isnt right but i just yawn when i touch the books. Why must there be exams in the world? Everyone always say save the world. So, stop cutting trees for exam papers! SAVE THE WORLD! Haix....school tmr. Hate it ttm! Please smile. At least for yourself. I dun like seeing my love ones being sad. Promise me, Smile kays?

我对你的爱永不变

2010-09-20T14:32:00.002+08:00

Chem GG! A-Math, Gone! Olvl, flunk! Me, Dead! I dunno what i have been doing this few days. What's happening to me? Gomme back myself! This seriously sucks ttm! My heart is not beating anymore. But why am i still alive?! Tell me! Have H2H talk with mei this morning. I'm sorry! I duibuqi hao dou ren oh! ESPECIALLY YOU! I hope what you tell me is the truth! I will promise you to! I'm sry. Really sry. I don't want tis to happen de. Seriously!

《原谅我一次》
如果不小心伤害了你
你不要太伤心
因为我真的不是故意
让你受委屈

既然相爱了那么久
不能就这样分手
因为我们的爱来之不易
我真的不想放弃

Baby So Sorry
Baby 别伤心
我依然爱着你想着你
别离去没有你的日子真的好空虚
BABY 在一起
BABY 别哭泣
我依然疼着你念着你
我的心永远属于你

原谅我这一次
我真的，好想你
不管你离我多么遥远
我会一直等着你
Ha...ha...
Oh baby I know you still love me
Come Back My lover My lover

Your love feels like a paper cut so deep

2010-09-19T00:37:00.002+08:00

Exams this few days. Tired ttm! Felt like giving up. Wake up this morning without your msg. The feeling is weird. I try my best to smile. To laugh. But it all seems so fake without you. I was told to let go. I was told to say whatever will be will be. 為什麼相愛的人不能夠在一起? My mei have been singing this none stop. It's heartbreaking. I'm doing silly and crazy things today. I'm confused! I have been telling myself the same things again & again but is useless. I used to think that love is just between two souls but it doesnt seems so. It involes alot more things! i felt that i've been acting like a child in a wonderland. I told myself it's time to grow up. 我不在乎天长地久，我只在乎曾经拥有. 你曾经让我再孤单. 你留给了我美好的回忆. 酱就足够了吧? 放心吧! 我会好好的过每一天的. Lastly, my love for you is deep and meaningless.

来生缘lyrics

寻寻觅觅在无声无息中消逝
总是找不到回忆找不到曾被遗忘的真实
一段一段的过去你一点一滴的遗弃
痛苦痛悲痛心痛恨痛失去你
也许分开不容易也许相亲相爱不可以
痛苦痛悲痛心痛恨痛失自己
情深缘浅不得意你我也知道去珍惜
只好等在来生里再踏上彼此故事的开始
也许分开不容易也许相亲相爱不可以
痛苦痛悲痛心痛恨痛失去你
痛苦痛悲痛心痛恨痛失自己
情深缘浅不得意你我也知道去珍惜
只好等在来生里再踏上彼此故事的开始

PaperCutIt?s not the feeling like when you touch a flame
No, it?s not like when someone calls you a bad name
It?s not like the hurt when you slip and fall down
No, it?s not like any of these, what I?ve found is

Your love hurts like a paper cut, so sweet
Never even feel the slice you?re so deep
It seems so hard as but only at first
Like a paper cut the pain grows worse

It?s not so much in the words that you don?t say
It?s not when you act in the distant cold way
It?s more in your eyes how you look at me
Like you no longer care for what I see

Your love hurts like a paper cut, so sweet
Never even feel the slice you?re so deep
It seems so hard as but only at first
Like a paper cut the pain grows worse

You had to go and show me just how good
Your love could be then you threw it all away
Now I can?t help but feel a brand new pain
So I?m asking baby please stay

Your love hurts like a paper cut, so sweet
Never even feel the slice you?re so deep
It seems so hard as but only at first
Like a paper cut the pain grows worse

4E1 ROCKS!

2010-08-31T22:42:00.012+08:00

30/08/10

Sinyee & weetheng

Card for Mr. Goh

For Ms cho

The Main REASON why Jason stay^^

Wonderful table of mine! looks so neat and tidy after packing my things^^

Normal school day but was peaceful withoput TAN RUI LIN!:D After test, stay in class to make the teachers' day card for Ms Cho & Mr Goh^^ I did help abit. ya. really is abit. Was txting half way and kana dragged out by Nicholas. Didnt even tell me wanna go where and just dragged me out. Hurt my hand sia! Went to Mac with him and jason to help Zhixin and friends buy dinner. Got myself one Hot Fudge Sundae^^wanna pay nicholas money but he dun1^^ Thanks:D Was doing stupid stuff with weetheng, Sinyee and Honey when the rest are making the cards^^Laughing and singing like nobody business^^Went home at bout 7plus 8pm with honey.

31/08/10

TanRuiLin & LowZhongWei

Teachers' Day celebration today!(Y) Was screaming like hell. Throat painpain now>< but didnt regret it! Super HIGH today! The Mina Boys were AWESOME! AWESOME! Shuai ttm sia! The way Clement blow kiss makes the school scream(Including the guys!) Although was cheering for them, heart was thinking bout him^^ Miss him sia! Sharing MAGNUM GOLD & CLASSIC with Sabina, weetheng, sweetie, honey, sinyee, xinyi & others during the concert. Sang The Climb on stage! Super duber hyper sia! Mrs Menon is aso awesome. Onthatile, you are AWESOME! AWESOME! She sang 要拼才会赢(hokkien)! Isnt it AWESOME? AWESOME! After school, went hub to wait ofr weikiat. He looks like he is dying sia. Then head to deardear de house. OMG! KIMJONGHYUN is just too shuai le! Btw, deardear's dog bark when i'm leaving. Her dog love me!^^ Meet up with mei & weikiat again and walk around aimlessly. Then weikiat went home. GLJK cant recognise my voice! How sad is that?!>< After weikiat went home, walk around awhile the head home. After bathing jiu slp till bou 8pm^^
P.S.Honey sae she saw our idol with two other guys. AWWW~!

Crazy Month

2010-08-26T21:07:00.002+08:00

Tired day today:( Cant wake up on time this week. Haix :S Stupid alarm clock! Not loud enough to wake me up! Normal day. Honey has been so noisy saying something! DISLIKE IT :P It is actually ‘sweet’ of Jason to show me some pictures! I’m starting to have phobia of that irritating thing!>< The thought of it just disgust me! Honey’s eye is abit swollen. Her tears are like waterfall lo! :0 LOL! Too tired to watch the Teachers’ Day Concert rehersal. Went to take bus with Sweetheart, honey, LC partner, Prince Vivian, Daisy, Vera and Mei.^^ So many things have been happening this month. Hate it ttm! Huiwen have been telling me bout some stupid bitch de attitude. Bitches of the year sia! Dare sae dun dare admit? C’mom! Stop being a little kid le la! Sec 2 le still haven grow up ar? There’s also this fucking hongster that ‘rocks’ my world. Suck it man! All he sae are rubbish! Stay away from my honey la! Liar! Today really isn’t a good day. Fucking irritating! Tomorrow still have test. SIAN! Look forward to Monday though :D Hope he can make it><

Say OK

You are fine, you are sweet
Fine, I'm still a bit naive with my heart
When you're close, I don't breathe
I can't find the words to speak and I feel sparks

But I don't wanna be into you
If you're not looking for true love
No, I don't wanna start seeing you
If I can't be your only one, so tell me

When it's not alright, when it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? Will you say ok?
Will you stick with me through whatever
Or run away?

Say that it's gonna be alright
That it's gonna be ok

When you call I don't know
If I should pick up the phone every time
I'm not like all my friends
Who keep calling up the boys, I'm so shy

But I don't wanna be into you
If you don't treat me the right way
See, I can only start seeing you
If you can make my heart feel safe
Feel safe!

When it's not alright, when it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? Will you say ok?
Will you stick with me through whatever
Or run away?

Say that it's gonna be alright
That it's gonna be ok
Don't run away, don't run away

Let me know if it's gon' be you
Boy, you got some things to prove
Let me know that you'll keep me safe
I don't want you to run away

So let me know that you'll call on time
Let me know that you'll help me shine
Will you wipe my tears away?
Will you hold me closer?

When it's not alright, when it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better
Will you say alright? Will you say ok?
Will you stick with me through whatever
Or run away?

Say that it's gon' be alright
That it's gon' be ok
Don't run away

Say that it's gon' be alright
That it's gon' be ok, don't run away
Will you say ok?

Say that it's gon' be alright
That it's gon' be ok, don't run away
Will you say ok?

Fight for this love!

2010-08-23T21:13:00.002+08:00

Woke up late and was abit late today.
Sorry to keep honey waiting for me so long till she decide to go scholl first><
Have a long talk with her in class.
Alot of things have been happening this few weeks. Haix.
Although i have lost something, i have get something much better.
I will cherish it!
I'm so much better now.
Maybe i really owe Ruilin something in my past life that i have to return him now><
He is horrible! Calling me all sorts of weird animals! Hmph!
But is ok. We are friends! I would sae he is my very close friend!
I dun like honey so emo leh:(
I want the old her back.
Honey, dont think too much la. Let nature take its course^^
Remember that i will always be there for you^^
Sleep during geog test. Tired
Clement keep play with his saliva and i kana.
Turn to the back to scold him and kana scolding by cher. WTF?!
Nevermind. Get use to it le.
Huiwen txt me and tell me somethings bout some bitches.
Haix. Why are they lidat leh? BWG....
Lastly, honey, cheer!

Cheryl Cole - Fight For This Love Lyrics

Too much of anything can make you sick
Even the good can be a curse
Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get your hurt

Is it better is it worst
Are we sitting in reverse
Its just like we´re going backwards
I know where I want this to go
We´re driving fast but lets go slow
what i dont wanna do is crash no

Just know you´re not in this thing alone
There´s always a place in me that you can call home
Whenever you feel like we´re growing apart
Let´s just go back back back back back to the start

Anything that´s worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitings out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
Its worth having its worth fighting for (Oh)

Now everyday aint gon´ be no picnic
Love aint no walk in the park
All you can do is make the best of it now
Can´t be afraid of the dark

Just know you´re not in this thing alone
http://www.elyricsworld.com/fight_for_this_love_lyrics_cheryl_cole.html
There´s always a place in me that you can call home
Whenever you feel like we´re growing apart
Let´s just go back back back back back to the start

Anything that´s worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitings out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
Its worth having its worth fighting for (Oh)

I don´t know where we´re heading
I´m willing and ready to go
We can´t drive it so fast we just need to slow down
And just roll

Anything that´s worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitings out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
Its worth having its worth fighting for (Oh)

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
Its worth having its worth fighting for (Oh)

Everything is alright when you are right here by my side

2010-08-19T23:55:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!
Went to school as usual.
Was tired but smile when saw your msg^^
Mr Goh talk alot of rubbish today. Just to make us vote him as the 'MOST CARING TEACHER'*laughs*i have to admit that he is funny but caring? Hmm....
Kana flu cause drink honey de drink. She reminded me not to but i ignore. H2H talk with her today. I must really make things clear for her! Slept during physic leson & woke up when Mdm Yick step into the class. I want my bed badly at that time. Haiz....hate to see doctor & eat those stupid medicine! Spent nearly half of the recess printing TANRUILIN'S rubbish paper! Tiredtiredtired!

Lose you love

2010-08-16T22:15:00.005+08:00

Cooling day today
Meet honey in the morning today as usual
Walk to school
Felt so weird
Wasnt in a good mood today
I dunno....there are things that i couldnt do for you
I really didnt know you would mind
But when i know about it, it's already too late.
Maybe I'm really at fault bah
I always makes you angry.
Am i really given alot of chance?
I dunno....i'm so confused now
Thanks,

MeiMei: You are really great! Listen to me tok form dunno wat time to wat time. Was fun Ytd when playing at the playground. Although you are tired and sleep early, You did pei me. Thw wor! MUACKS!

Honey: You are always there for me when i need you. I'm really touched when i heard what you say today. But was too down to have any expressions. THX! LOVE YA!

RuiLin(Scooby bully Doo): U! BULLY! You present me the best victim 2010. Tats not cool lo! Anyway, you are a great partner! Always listen to my rubbish and cheer me up. THX! OH, your msg did cheer me up abit. Juz 0.00000000001% lidat. But better then nth mah. If sat can muz drink with me hoh! "Return of Shujun Party"!(tats wat u name it. Tats cool!YA! BU zhui bu gui!XD
P.S. i wouldnt jump off from tat bloody window u sae!

Nicholas koky kok: Although you always hit my head with all your strength like you want my life, you are also always there to hear me talk. Thx for being so caring. Your msg also did help abit. 0.00000000002% liadt :D

Jason: I;m not the stupiest person lo! Dun lidat sae mah! I rmb u told me we are in the same situation^^better dun break your promise hoh! CLUBBING after O's! Hoho! No need teach me any thing. Juz go there enjoy can le^^

Still got alot more to thanks bt too lazy to list.

OPZ! Tmr have lots and lots of test sia! Haiz. Stop posting le^^

Michael Learns to Rock - That's Why (You Go Away)

You're the one who set it up now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head

Chorus:
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
There is something left in my head

Chorus

Yes i know

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore

Chorus

That's why you go away I know

What should i do?

2010-08-05T21:58:00.002+08:00

Chem SPA today:(
Stupid honey cant go out:(
Was actually having fun in school today.
Celebrate Ms Cho's b'day and the cake is really nice!
Stupid TANRUILIN! Eat my other half of the cake! Hate HIM!
Jason burn Ruilin's hair for me. So, che ping le^^
Triston is just another stupid.
I cant believe that he actuall believe that something which doesnt have batteries or did not connect to a switch can electric shock someone!
Honey, sweetie and I was laughing like hell!
He kept turning the thing for more than 15mins, hoping to get electrocuted!
Isnt that stupid?!
Have a short talk with Nicholas.
He is just making me feel more sad but abit xiang tong lidat.
Still owe him a cake and cookies><
Meet mama after school to go buy phone but smtig happened
Buying tomorrow>>>>
Tomorrow school ends at 10am! Yipee!
But the thought of sitting there for so long just to receive some stupid prize irritates me!

I MEAN IT

2010-08-04T22:31:00.002+08:00

National Day reaching soon.
School ends at 10am.
Planning to go back jsps but heard that sch will be closing early.
Maybe meeting at hub?
Nex Mon & Tues no sch!
Yipee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today is the most irritating day!
E-Math mock exam today:(
Wonder how i did?
Still got el compo to do. Haix.
Tired tired tired.
My hand is still pain!
Was actually in a good mood till something bad happened.
Why is my life so different from others?!
I just cant understand.
Today, i have a different feeling.
I dont want things to change the way it used to be!
When i say i want it, i mean it!

Should i sue her?

2010-07-25T19:56:00.002+08:00

I have been PHYSICALLY & MENTALLY ABUSE by my sister for the past 16 years of my life!!!!!!!!!:[
This is why i'm acting so differently compared to normal humans!
How can she do that to me?!>.<
Sometimes, i really wonder if she's my sister.????
Others have a sister and i also have.
But, why is my sister soooo violent?!
Finally! My mum told me today that i can sue her for abusing!
Tat's the coolest thing i have ever hear!
It will be the headline tomorrow!
"ELDER SISTER SUE YOUNGER SISTER FOR ABUSING!"^^
She may look so friendly and kind.
BUT,! Deep down inside, she's just a MONSTER!
I live with fear daily.
FINALLY! I'M DOING THIS! YES!
But, when she heard me saying that, there comes her HANDS!
Pinching & hitting!
Think i should drop the thoughts of sueing her;(
Coz if she know that, i might get kill any time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAIX....But, i still wanna say she really a sweetheart sometimes.
So, I LOVE HER!^^
Argh! I HATE HER! SHE'S SO VIOLENT. LOVE HER^^

2010-07-23T22:50:00.002+08:00

Finally FRIDAY!
But will be monday soon....
Jason, honey, ruilin & me kana H1N2(a disease speard by me^^)
Isn't it cool? The four of us was coughing and sneezing at the bcak of the class!
Headache today. Followed by jason and joceyln. So cool!!!!
Have to PATOR 50(YES!50!) pictures on foolscap paper! Hate it!
Raiing day. Saw Mr. Yellow bag at bus stop today.
He damn cute de!!!!
Huiwen sry, tmr cant pei u out to celebrate ur b'day bt i wiil remember de!
Stay over at LIXIAN's house today
It's long since we last slept together
Remember how we used to cuddle together & sleep at 8am(u should noe wat i mean bah?)....really miss the times we have together.
Sadded. She still have to go back to school tomorrow:(
So....will stop posting here....
KIMIKO LOVE MIKIKO ♥30012010

Sick & Tired!

2010-07-20T19:16:00.002+08:00

Chinese Olvl Listening today
So cool, broadcast de. Everyone is like listening to the same tig at the same time!
Although sick, still have to go back school just for the bloody listening!
So tired sia!
Went home with kor after that(kor, sry to make you wait for me><)
Was fun talking with kor in mrt....
Didnt know which station to change mrt.
Lucky kor tell me^^
Went to look for my friend after that & kor went home.
Now comping at lixian's house
P.S. MS LOW, ur four mins is really long!!!!

back-to-back post?

2010-07-10T22:47:00.004+08:00

Exam was finally over....
Horrors on Mon.
Will Mrs menon sae wat ruilin sae? Maybe.
No school ytd
Went to hub with honey then meet mei after sch & we 3 walk ard hub like crazy women
Ltr went vland with frens.
Was really fun ytd althought they make me ps there.
Run ard, stand ard, sit ard, jump ard and chat ard
"S'pore everywher aso got trees...." honey, rmb tis?
What happen there was a secret between us!
I do really have a good scriptwriter and director! HAHA!
Will post photos of my holidays soon....
PLUS! Minyou wan me to upload his wonderful swimming photo!
So....i will try to do it! ( If you belev u can, u can!)
I;m such a goodgood girl in this bigbig world!
I'm waiting! still waiting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Heard tat SHINee new album would be out soon
I LOVEDIE KIMJONGHYUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Late Birthday Post

2010-06-22T21:22:00.004+08:00

17JUNE2010

Best day of my life! My sweet 16!
It was so much fun having my friends celebrating my SWEET 16 With me!
LOVEDIETHEM!
Honey went to Pasir Ris mrt station to pick me up and went chalet together.
Reach there but only jingting and kevin(the birthday boy)was there.
Went out with honey to meet ruilin, nicholas, hongming, yuanny & Zhongwei.
Yuanny & Ruilin got me a "be-somebody" photo holder
Nicholas treat me pasta mania
Zhongwei got me a "Mini-toons" new product but i return him.
Went back to chalet with Hongming & Honey.
Xinen's father sponsor our bbq food. YUMMY!
Everyone was drinking, eating and watching WC.
Sing b'day songs and cut b'day cake! Was soooo fun!
Jason & Melvin was dancing and having so much fun!
Dance along with "sorry sorry". "Gee", "Shock", "Eenie Meenie", "baby" and more!
Went with Jason, Joceyln and kevin to fetch junguang & Co.
Play awhile le then go home.
Reach home damn late de!
I enjoy my sweet 16 like hell!
Photos took there was so UNGLAM & NOT LIKE US!
See more at my facebook^^

21/6/10 & 22/6/10

Went back to school for Clinic Session.
Even the name makes me sick!
Was late for the first day!
Sorry honey to keep you waiting for so long
Was abot earllier then you on the second day
Wanna pass him his b'day gift today personally
BUT THAT Stupid TanRuiLin didnt come school!
Wanna disturb him by calling him 'Scooby Bully Doo'
HE SAY IT WAS NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Argh! Hate him! But tomorrow is his b'day so fang ta yi ma!
HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY BULLY DOO!!!!

12AM

2010-06-16T22:34:00.002+08:00

Looking forward to 12am!
Sweet 16! Excited lik siao sia!
Heading down to Pasir Ris tmr for chalet!
Hope that tomorrow will be one of my best b'day in my life!
Muz enjoy myself!
it would be ruilin's b'day soon so happy advance b'day to him first^^
Brought his present with honey le.
Dunno he will like it not. Hope so bah!

Class Outing & Meimei Birthday

2010-06-12T22:01:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was 4E1's class outing.
Damn freaking fun de!
26 of us went for the outing.
Meet Honey at AMK hub at 12.30pm.
Should have bet with her! I was early
Walk around. Long pants really make us felt uneasy!
Meet the rest of the class at 1.3pm outside Cathay.
Tickets were sold out for The Karate Kid at 2.05pm.
Went to Eng Wah watch 2pm de show.
Really is budget de lo!
Stop half way when they are going to the 'Sheshe festival'
Stop and start again & again! Sitting with Nicholas is relly a wrond decision!
The show was really nice to watch! Honey should understand this^^
Head to Bras Basah to meet Mr.Goh and went to Singapore Art Museum.
Melvin make me heart! So sweet! haha! It's call 'the bian xin heart'
Went to Dakota to have dinner.
After dinner,, went to play pool with Ruilin, nicholas, Zhongwei and Joceyln.
Dunno how to play sia. Everywhere i stand, people will sae "excuse me"
Nicholas walk me to mrt station and went back to play pool with them again
Thanks KOK!
Lucky got Yixun, joceyln, Melvin, Junguang and the rest pei me msg or i will be dead when i each home.
Walking home at such a late time is really scary sia!
Reach home at 12 plus. Tired but enjoy the day!
Sleep at bou 2am.
Tomorrow is meimei de b'day!
Still haven brought her present and stuff.
OPZ! I;m a really great sis sia!
Should go buy her present and cake tomorrow.
FUCK! It's hard getting a gift for people!

Three days MC!

2010-06-03T23:33:00.004+08:00

!!!! No camp!!!!
Mr. Goh called in the morning....
Told him i foos poisining and stuff
Wanna go back to sleep bt cant:(
Went to lots of places to get tigs done
Jp>>>>J.E>>>>Orchard>>>>Jurong Polyclinic>>>>home>>>>eat>>>>home>>>>
Was a tiring day.
Wait for 2hour plus to see the doctor which didnt even took me 5mins
Everyone took such a long time inside
I don't even take bou 5mins....WTF
Got my 3days MC^^
Honey sae i muz teach meimei to act coz I'm a director :D
Didi have B'ball match today!
Althoght didnt win, but i believe they put in alot of effort!
Watch last EP of Hello Baby.
JONGHYUN is so sweet. He makes everyone so touch!
After 100days, the baby and them muz fen kai!
Key & Minho cried!
So touching sia! Make me cry & laugh like hell at the same time!
I think i sotsot le
Maybe is get knock on the head by dunno wat tig
Then my brain cant function well!
Haix damn sian sia!
Meeting honey at Bedok tmr but dunno still meeting ppl not....

The SHINee appas and Yoogeun

They even dress up for Yoogeun. Just to make him happy

They sleep together

Have fun together and alot more!

The SHINee appas do love Yoogeun alot!

Go watch SHINee Hello Baby and you will sure like it!

Chinese O'Lvl

2010-05-31T18:54:00.002+08:00

Sian!
Today is the day for our Chinese O'lvl paper.
Totally don't understand Paper 1! ARGH!!!! GG le la!
My paper fly here and there during examination.
After that, went to Yishun find mama & go home together
Took bus 811....
Damn embarrassing de!
Press bell at the wrong stop.
Lucky got people get down the bus or i really dunno wat to do.
Went to have my lunch with mama.
Haha! The sell rice de people damn funny sia.
Saw me that time keep smiling (he still rmb me)
L8r he shout byebye! Damn cute sia!
Hope that can score well for this paper and do not need to retake!
Was hoping something can happen aft the chinese paper.
I'm waiting, still waiting.
No matter how long it takes, i will still wait!

Deeply in love

2010-05-27T22:00:00.003+08:00

Profile

Name: Kim Jong Hyun 김종현
Chinese Name: ZhongXuan 鐘鉉
Nickname(s): Bling Bling JongHyun
Birthday: April 8, 1990
Blood-type: AB
Height: 173cm

AWWWW!!!!
I'm deeply in love with this cute little tig!
Deardear brought me one JONGHYUN CARD!!!!
Thx deardear!
Today Honey help me "massage" my hand
Totally want my life!
Accidentally poke tio her eyes
SRY!>.<
Today whole day chinese
Still kana call "Yao Guai" by MDM YICK in chinese class!
Irritating!
As if she is not?!
....i'm forgiving:)
so now ok le lo
Sian! Camp reaching soon!
O'lvl Chinese paper on Mon!
STRESS STRESS STRESS!
Holiday juz don't seems like holiday to me!
Only if you were there by my side,
everything would be so much better!

Happy Mother's Day!!!!

2010-05-09T19:21:00.002+08:00

MAMA! Happy Mother Day! Hope you enjoy today!^^
Actually wanted to cook for 2nite's dinner bt....
bt we have lots of great food!
Went to buy lots of food^^
Gave mama a card and flower^^hope she love it

Went out with honey after maths lesson on fri^^
Get our clothes change and head towards kovan....
travel around s'pore on fri^^
Have so much fun!
Have our breakfast(aka lunch) at Heartland mall de KFC
Something damn ambarrassing happened outside the Mac....
5-7 yuying students laugh like hell!
i felt damn stupid sia!
Wanna go tiong find kor bt he go out wif his mama so bobian lo :(
Saw lots of shuai ge with honey at JP! siok sia!
then walk & walk & walk till damnn tired
sit down rest & stuff
(alot of things happen on tat day but was kept as secret^^)
Love you lots honey!

BWG

2010-05-06T21:28:00.003+08:00

It's long since i last post
2day have Mid-year Chinese paper.
Stupid paper ask stupid ques!
WTF does 薰陶 means?
After chinese we are suppose to have phy test
Yeo didnt come so postpone!
Hahaha!
Walk to take bus wif honey, 文伟公子, LC partner & frens....
make my socks while they are buying bubble tea....
Blahblahblah....
Was walking with honey and listening to music at the same time....
A stupid old strangle uncle sae " 可以借过吗?!"
So FUCKING rude of him!
The road is so big! he aso nt tat fat!
Too free nth to do!
Still dare sae "excuse me" to 文伟公子
Keep looking at us & shake his stupid brainless head!
Stare at honey for wat?!
没有看过女人ar?!
Honey sorta wanted to teach him wat is manners....
counted him lucky to walk fast!
Let me see him again i sure make him know what is call manners!!!!
Sibei guailan sia!
Sit bus still point middle finger at bus driver! crazy ass shit!
Going out wif honey tmr aft math lesson!
heading to kovan then J.P^^
Love ya honey! Muacks!

SHOCK!

2010-05-02T22:36:00.002+08:00

Hot day....
alot of people unhappy sia
CHEER UP people!
There's always a me in you when you need me!
Ytd was damn funny!
Take cab & then speak cantonese wif mama & meimei
Sae the taxi driver chose the longer route & stuff....
Suddenly he use canronese to shoot us back....
Shock sia!!!!
His name is a MALAY name....
didnt noe he can speak cantonese
Then ltr his tokin to himself
Frighten me sia!
Tot he ran out from IMH & ytd was the last day of my life!
HAHAHA! Nth much to post anyway.
Hope that tomorrow will be a wonderful day for everyone!^^

Raining Day

2010-04-24T20:21:00.002+08:00

Today de weather sucks!!!!
Rain as if it had not rain for billions and zillions of years....
Went Bishan, khatib then back to jp
At bishan de mac, kana chase away by the ppl working ther
go bishan de library kana chase by the security guard
Stupid him!!!! Sae us naive....
although we are not suppose to be at the children section
but we alrdy apologise and started to move away from ther le mah
What he want?
Need to sae till lidat de meh?!
when reach khatib, honey had been waiting for me & ruilin for a very long time
Sry honey....
Then rain like hell & the thunder juz strike non-stop
Hate the sound of thunder!!!!
Win ruilin 3 consecutive times!!!!
Tomorrow el presentation....
SIANZ like hell sia....
Juz wiah me good luck^^

HAHA! MY bad@!!!!

2010-04-13T19:22:00.003+08:00

Today have el & geog test
Shitieng, wenwei公子(Vivian), Ahilla, Vera, Honey & me were doing the test
First time honey & i were so serious doin the test when Mdm Noraini is not in sch
The 6 of us were writing so much....
We were keeping damn freaking quiet de
Normally, we are the most noisy group in the class
Always complain by people to ask us to quiet down or shut up
How rude of them to sae tat :(
Mouth is for talking de mah!
Only notice that we are suppose to write in point form
when we were left with 15 or so mins!!!!
told the 5 of them
They stare at me and laugh
We tot everyone write in full paragraphs
Was so wrong when we found out tat all write in point form
Get scolded by honey for realising it so slowly
The 5 of them keep saying
"WOW!We write so much because of someone....should nt hav told as & let us continue"
Honey sae wanna beat me when leave the room ;(
Of coz 他不忍心! ^^
Honey pei me wait for meimei but didnt pei honey walk to the bus stop....
SRY HONEY! I walking with Jasmine deardear they all then didint catch up with you!
Miss Ya every single day!

Sport Fiesta

2010-04-09T20:16:00.003+08:00

Our house-Pyros win!!!!!
Back to Champion again!
I want this year to be my last year wearing
Chongboon p.e attire to Chongboon sport fiesta
Brought alot of food there to eat
Everyone sae i go there for picnic
Saw Mr Bala wear long pants playing captain ball
Damn funny sia!
He catch no ball!
This year de song play is nice
But they miss out honey and mine 'Last Farewell'
Meimei sae she saw clement kor just now
Msg kor ask him y didnt come find me><
He tot i on duty><
Miss korkor!!!!
Mr Tan ask me to play some tallymatch
It's primary school kids de games lo
Got someone to replace me....
After tat went home and sleep till 7+ then wake up^^

Hope that tomorrow would be a better day

things

2010-04-03T20:09:00.002+08:00

Raining!
Everyday i've been doin the same things
I want my life to change a little
I wish everything could just be how i wish it to be

Earth hour today

2010-03-27T16:05:00.003+08:00

Earth Hour!!!!
2030 to 2130!!!!
= no fan, no lights, no games, no fun....
If this can really help to save the earth, why not?
But if is 24/7, the government should count me out^^
Ytd have our cross country at Marchite Reservoir
Walk the whole journey with honey
Reach there before 0630 and it was so dark that i did not dare to go in
Thanks to my wonderful teacher, MR TAN RUI LIN
who always flip to the condolence page to search for my name!!!!
Our class came in 1st for the upper sec girls(team)!!!!Good job!
Boys(team)came in 3rd. Everyone did a good job!
The monkey were so cute....
Drinking our milo>>>>
____________________________________________________________________________

我在街上遇到一个你
并在你眼里找到甜蜜
可我们都是陌生人啊
又怎么认识你

看着你的背影消失在人群里
我感到一丝的失意
也许这是你我唯一的一次缘啊
就这样默默离去....

My love story?

2010-03-21T20:16:00.002+08:00

On Wed,17/3/10....
Saw one damn good looking de guy at bugis....
He is damn freaking shuai till my mama also sae tat....
Thurs,18/3/10 was one of my best night....
Saw tis guy in black.
I think he was having dinner alone.
I can clearly remember his table no.82!
His table was near the 'Thai Food' Section
I went to the 'Thai Food' section to get some yummy food
Have eye contact with him....
Tat time, i can finally feel my heartbeat!
Wei le yao jian ta dou ji mian,
i went to the 'Thai Food' section again and again.
We were havin eye contact & the feeling cannot be descript in words!
所谓'有福同享有难同当'
I told my mei & brought her there to see that shuai ge
After tat, we went to take some dessert....
My mei sort of squeeze me when she saw him walking towards us to get some dessert.
I went to look for a fork but cant find any
The three of us went to another section to get the forks.
When i turn back, he smile and pass me a fork
At tat time,i melting....
Actually i do not need a fork bt a shuai ge pass it to me,
你忍心拒绝吗? Then i took it lo....
When we went back to our sit,
he smile at us as he make his way back to his sit....
I didnt see him till Fri when we reach S'pore!
My mei saw him at the mrt station
It took me a few mins to recognise him
When we tap our card, he wave and smile at us
My heart stop beating this time!
When we were taking the escalator down to sit mrt,
he move to a place where he can see us from the top(dk wat is tat tig/place call)
While we were waiting for the mrt,
he kept smilling and waving at us!
I couldnt resist his cute smile!
The bloody mrt say its arriving in 4mins time
but it arrived within 2 mins! 2MINS! Argh! 2MINS lesser to see him!
I missed him alot alot alot!
I regret nt toking to him!
If i get to see him again,
i die die will find a way to contact him!
I cant focus on anytig else accept from him!
PPL sae when you miss someone,
they will sneeze twice.
Erm....so is he sneezing since fri non-stop?
HEHE! Wonder if ta dui wo you mei you hao gan....

....

2010-03-14T21:02:00.004+08:00

Nothing much to post....
so upload some photos ^^

SIANZ

2010-02-27T15:38:00.003+08:00

Dunno why
Felt so sianz
Ytd reach home bou 3pm
Sleep at bou 5pm
Wake up at bou 9+pm
Went to sleep again at bou 3+am
Wake up today at bou 11am
Still so tired><
Have Chem SPA on thurs
Felt like crying after tat
Dunno what the hell i was doin....
Hope tat it go smoothly for the rest....
VERY Sian!
Who cn pei me????

BOYFRIEND!!!!

2010-02-21T22:35:00.001+08:00

Hope that THEY are MY BOYFRIEND!!!!
AWWWW!!!! Wouldn't it be awesome?

Chinese New Year Coming!

2010-02-12T17:33:00.002+08:00

Whoa!!!!
Chinese New Year approaching....
一转眼虎大哥又到人间了....
Mdm Yick got teach one very chimp de....
Dunno why got guan yin....de
Just reach home and finish my hmwork!
Celebrate Gongxi-Deepa-Raya....Total Defence
Nothing much....
Same things lo....
Damn tired....Going out soon....
Got one flower from my lover haha
My laogong give de!
HOHO! love you!
I Miss You....

You can never know what's on someone else mind.
You can just hope for miracles to happen but, will it?

FarEast

2010-02-06T14:22:00.005+08:00

Went to FarEast yesterday night....
Support our school....
Suppose to meet reach Joceyln at 7.15pm
Reach Orchard at bout 7++
Got lost and spent bout 20mins to find that place
Find myself so stupid....
Reach FarEast at 8++
My sweetie didn’t go coz wanna meet somebody....
Angry le!!!!
Shout till throat pain….
It was quite fun….
Although our school didn’t make to the top 10,
they did a Wonderful job!
Took group photo….
Went home at around 10+
Reach home around 11+

Me & Ahilla

ViVian & Shannon LaoGong

Ahilla & Shannon

HAHA! Me & LaoGong

Wasn’t in a good mood today….
Sad sad sad and sad….
Just really sad….

Tired

2010-01-17T16:49:00.003+08:00

Went to TPY Mac to study
With Ruilin, Jocelyn, Nicholas, Zhong Wei and Addison
Ruilin was an hour late
Addison and Zhong Wei join us later....
Study study and study
Ruilin is a good teacher
Or at least i understand what he teach
Thx Boy!
Shoot sweet into his mouth!
So fun!
You can really try it someday!
Zhong Wei say wanna watch The Spy Next Door
Didnt join them
Left at about 8pm.
Go meet my mum and go home together
Coz i don't dare to go home alone....
So late and it will be scary....
Reach home bou 11+
So tired....
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Nothing much happen today....
Damn freaking bored man....
Doing homework
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只要你愿意,
当你失落失意的时候,
需要一个肩旁的时候,
告诉我,
我会立即出现....

I'm Alive!

2009-12-27T22:21:00.013+08:00

27/12/09

Went play b’ball with my cousins….
It’s really tiring….
Play full court….two against two….
Lost yesterday but today, not sure….
Was damn fun!
I was like the joker there….doing stupid things….
But….who cares? As long as I win!
Nothing much happen today….
Tomorrow going school for the Sec 1 Camp….
Will reach home late….
Arrgh!!!!! 4.45am MUZ WAKE UP!!!!
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16/12/09

Went Genting! Whoohooo!!!!
The queue were damn freaking long!
Saw quite a few handsome guys yea!
Took Space Shot with Simyee jiejie
Was damn freaking scary!!!!
Shout like hell but, was really lucky too
Sit beside a Shuai Ge XD.…
He was looking at me when I was screaming….
I know I embarrassed myself but….HAHA!
Took Cyclone after that….
Haha! My little cousin and sister were damn scared….
Play lots of games there….

Lollipop

This lollipop is made by a lady clown! So cute!

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9/12/09

Went Zoo with my 11 years old cousin…
Although she’s 11, she’s cute and funny
Took lots of photos there…
Was really lucky as it did not rain…
Reach home really late…

KUSU ISLAND

2009-11-10T19:06:00.010+08:00

Went to Kusu Island for some praying....

It's raining once we get down the boat....

Stop for a while and rain again when we were half way back....

Counted as lucky le XD

It's so cold and windy there

My flu haven settle yet>.<>

Hope to get well soon!

Took some pics there ;)

My Meimei>>>>

SISTER!

Perseverance

2009-11-05T10:45:00.002+08:00

It's recess now!
Dalphne not here.
Fel so bored....
Before coming school today something happen....
It's weird but nvm....
Hope to find the me in the past back....
I'm trying very hard and i wouldn't give up!
I would not just let that creature take over my soul! I'll fight back
Even if i know that it is hard!

As Dead as Me

2009-11-04T16:58:00.004+08:00

My blog is as dead as me.
Normal human use a few days to edit their blog while i used nearly a month....
This few days, i'm not like the before me le.
I'm not sure what's wrong with me but, have your notice that?
I felt so sad, weak and tired.
Something is not there but, i'm not sure what it is.
Have some creature took over my body or what?
I bu dong de gai zhe me shuo shi huo guo....我感到非常的无奈 ....
It had change alot....
Things around me, myself....so much that i don't even know myself anymore.... Will someone save me from where i am now?
Hold on me tight and not let me fall back again because, it really hurts alot....alot.
I watch it so many times....我快疯了
Will history repeat itself? That's a question.

New Layout

2009-11-01T16:03:00.002+08:00

Heyhey! I'm not dead!
I have been editing this layout for about one month!!!!
It still sucks!!!!
If you have any suggestion, feel free to say!
Nothing much happen this few months....
Will be back to post asap....

Be a man, do the right thing/ fucking beads

2009-08-06T19:15:00.003+08:00

OMG!!!! I LOVE RUSSELL PETERS AND DANE COOK!!!!
Jesus! My com got prob!!!! My RUSSELL PETERS AND DANE COOK!!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
Wait for me, RUSSELL PETERS AND DANE COOK!!!! I will see your tmr!!!!
Don miss me!!!!

I love Ice-cream

2009-07-08T17:52:00.005+08:00

I'm alive....yes again....
6/7/09
Went to Xinhui's ah ma house do the switch project wif ivan....and then went Anderson to eat ice-crteam....mmmm....yummy....wana eat nw....aft tat walk around and went to try clothes....^^ Get hit by Xinhui for more than 10 times....She alrdy train till 1 sec can hit 10 times....Pro in hitting....

8/7/09
Look at the beautiful drawing of xinhui's at the right side and the original at the left....

Prince of Mayonnise on the left....

Tis is even worse!!!!

HAPPY B'DAY TO ME

2009-06-17T15:13:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday!!!! Juz come back from Malaysia!!!! Celebrate my mei b'day ther on 13/6. Finally me is b'day today!!!!! Went to watch DRAG ME TO HELL with Xinhui then come over to my house for birthday party....Starting at 5pm...really lookinh forward to my relatives to come and hand me my b'day present. Will post tmr and let ur noe wat i get....

This was taken at Malaysia in my aunt house....Damn fun....Disturb yulian....sae her fei ji chang, no ned pu di tan....Hahaha....She scold us for disturbin her and sae she is at her puberty stage alrdy....Hereby apologise to her airport....^^

Me, mei, yulian, simyee

Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me~,
happy birthday to me~!!!!!
Muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Sianz

2009-06-04T03:53:00.000+08:00

Wat shoul i b doin nw???? My frenz and sis is aslp....borin....anw hp tmr will b a great day....post 2 tell ppl tat i m alive....wonder hw is......haiz

ReAlLy????

2009-05-29T17:53:00.000+08:00

Singing sensation Susan Boyle 'considered quitting show'!!!!

LOOOOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-20T18:12:00.000+08:00

Exam finnally over!!!!
Tis is a video of xinhui teaching my sis hw 2 wash hand.....
Ps....the video cant rotate....enjoy....

The high day

2009-05-02T19:48:00.000+08:00

WOW!!! Ytd is a nice day....
When go wif XinHui....
Went to land to play LEFT 4 DEAD....Not v nice....boring when searchin 4 the zombies....excited when the zombies appear in groups....
Then went arcade to play HOUSE OF THE DEAD 4....
My accuracy deprove(60+%)....reach till lvl 5 only....haiz....muz break record....Xinhui we muz JY!!!!
Then went 2 K-Box....Thx 2 Xinhui....
Sing lots of songs....
Get damn high....
Shake shake shake shake a-shake it!!!!
We sing cantonese, hokkien, english, japanese, chinese....
Damn fun....get so high tat i help the ppl nex door 2 continue on their XIAO WEI....
Sing QIAN LI ZHI WAI....Xinhui mo fang Jay.... mo fang Fei Yu Qing & Zhu Ge Liang....
Sing Raymond Lam's cantonese song wif Xinhui....
She only noe 3 sentence....
Sing haf way....i sing till hokkien n Xinhui follow mi....
My mei notice it and laugh till lik hell....
Every time when we get v high....Xinhui will acidentaly hit her teeth wif her mic, nearly fall down the chair, cant get up from the floor, or do smtig stupid or funy....
She receve a award presented by me ytd and my mei help her wif her ty speech " Wo yao xie xie wo de papa, mama...."
We were the most noisy....every tim when sm1 pass our door, they will definitely lok at us....
Took fotos there(look above)....
Our dreams come through ytd(Rite xinhui????)!!!!
Ltr 7+ i wnet home and xinhui went 2 ur ahma house....
Wana go there nex tim and sing till we hav no more sound!!!!

Most Embarrasing Moment

2009-04-30T17:03:00.000+08:00

Haiz.... Wat the hell???? Why lik tis????
We (my friend & I) r definitely not a stalker!!!!
WE wouldn’t b stalking tat one....
I mean....c’mon WE have beter tigs 2 do then stalk tat one....
WE were walkin down the stairs n WE saw tat one class....
WE were laughin out loud b’caz of smtig (I 4goten leh)
Anw, WE were laughin lik I sae....
When WE nearly reach the ground floor....
I saw 1 of the per from tat one’s class....
I told my friend....
She doesn’t seem 2 hear me....laughin 2 her own file…living in her world....doin her tig in her own world....
I sae “Ssssshhhh” (twice FYI)....
She is still laughin 2 her own file (Yes! Still)....
I get nervous & did smtig 2 her (tik straight)....
The normal her will sae ‘Oi’ or ‘Ouch’....
But the ‘her’ 2day did smtig I didn’t expect....
She shouted “Bian Tai!”(She though tat sm1 does it 2 her not me)....
Her hands started doin some weird n funy action....
I roar wif laughter at hw she reacts....
Tis is the time when lots of ppl from tat one’s class is lokin at us....
I caught 1 v funy expression....
I cant laugh nw when I tik back....
I’m wonderin wat wil b their impression on us????

Possibilities:
1) Tiks tat I lov bein call bian tai (imposible)
2) Tiks tat I m realy a bian tai (imposible)
3) Tiks tat my fren lov wat I do 2 her ( bcaz she is laughin) (imposible)
4) Tiks tat my fren is insane or a Pathligher
5) Either 2 of the above (imposible)
6) Either 3 of the above (imposible)
7) All of the above (imposible)

If al the above r imposible 2 me, wat do u tik is the possibilities????

P.S. Wat I do 2 my fren is wat normal ppl will do 2 their frens....
It is nt somtig realy pervert....lik....u should noe....
She is juz shocked 2 cal me tat....

Tis is realy embarrassing. Luckily Mr Goh did the M&M choc exercise b4 tis happen or I will die. Straight on the floor....I hope tat I would nvr hav 2 c them again if nt I would nvr dare 2 raise up my head again....

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....

2009-04-28T19:26:00.000+08:00

GOD!!!! I m back.... Tis is exhausting.... Something horrible happen 2day....
Tmr got Chem test....
Thur got A-Math test....Phy test....S.S test....GOD, tis is a test day....
Nth much 2 sae....
Boring like hell
Boring and hell come in a pair....

Damn It!!!!

2009-04-18T18:50:00.000+08:00

Yaho! Finally finis my letter of application. Ty Dal 4 printing 4 me^^....
Nw....horrible....the bloody window movie maker cant read the video from the sch video cam....hw can we hand it in on MONDAY????
Tis 'tig' or 'person'[ I duno WTH it is] had been hurting me!!!!
Always creatin troubles for me!!!!
Ty 2 wateva it is....
Who will help mi????
Horrible world!!!!
No fish no food....no video no marks no marks no life....[Dal, does tis sounds rite???? Like wat u sae when i sae no fish....]

Haiz....
Does......know my present????
Np....i don tik so....

Unlucky or Lucky????

2009-04-06T18:38:00.000+08:00

Today alot of unlucky tigs happen to me....chinese period, Ms tan let us listen to moon songs....aft tat, Chemistry....got call up by Mr Goh to do the ques if not, must dance everytime he play the welcome song....got it rite....Aft tatis my el presentation....so nervous....suddenly love Chemistry soooo much....the time is 0937am....so scared when the clock is tickin....my presentation starts at 0940am....WTH....when Ms Cho reach....she change it 2 Wed. Still must present but at least got more time to prepare....(Lucky????) Tmr, 2.4km run....scared will fail....Mr Loh want me 2 get B....impossible....mayb a 'B':p

....enter my world without my permission but stay silence in a corner....
....reach out my hand to you and hold it tighly....
....That's our promise....

!!!!Yupi!!!!Finally!!!!

2009-04-05T18:28:00.001+08:00

YEA!!!!Finally finish my english a.a! Phew....song le yi kou qi^^ Tmr 1st ro present....so scary....god bless me and wish me gd luck....wish can pass....only three mins 2 present and is individual leh! Haiz....no choice my name start wif 'C'.... Wish tat i will sae nth wrong ba! 2day went to shop for my grandma's b'day present....brought her a wallet....hope tat she will lik it....Erm....nth much happen 2day....gt 2 thx Dalphne and Vera for their help wif the powerpoint printing....caz printer no ink....stop here....wish me gd luck^^

Last 2 period free!!!!

2009-04-03T16:20:00.000+08:00

Haiz....
2day geog change 2 s.s....talk bou' medisave,medishield....all medi...blur liao....
Chinese spelling sure die....all duno hw 2 rite....
2day last 2 period free!!!!
Slack 4 the 2 period
Talk 2 Dalphne about>>>>Christian and Catholic....actually, wats the diff.????
Nth much 2day....
Next wk will be damn freaking busy
Mon,,,,1st 2 do presentation....duno hw 2 do....zzzz....
Tues,,,,2.4km run....(caz last wk sick didnt go sch....tis wk aso nt feeling well)
Wed,,,,after sch go do project wif>>>>dalphne,shitieng,ivan,yoon kuen,chung boon....
Thurs,,,,speech day rehersal....ytd my cakes get snatch away by all the bois *-*
Fri,,,,go out wif dalphne....

Death bring happiness....bou' y r ppl still scared bou' it???? Who can explain it to me????

MOST IRRITATING AWARD>>>>YICK (Mushroom Head)

2009-03-30T15:21:00.000+08:00

THE MOST IRRITAING AWARD GOES TO YICK(DON'T FEEL LIKE ADDING A MDM....OLD HAG)!!!!>>>>Irritating teacher!!!! Got soooo many project to do.... I don't even noe hw 2 do my EL a.a!!!! Deadline is 15/4....really deadline!!!! Fatal....completetly fatal....
After school, went to look for my sister and get call into her class by her "favourite" teacher just to sit on the floor beside her and see her teach.... Why can't she say nicely and get me a chair???? Hate her....go take chair and sit,,,, take till Jeff's chair....horrible day.... Irritating....really very irritating.... Complain about my sisiter's attitute....hair....scold me.... Why tell me???? Not my job!!!! Don't feel like having P.E tmr....feel real sick....

Life-Is-Boring

2009-02-18T17:23:00.000+08:00

Same old day.... Why can't my life be more adventurous....interesting....fun.... Lucky Mdm Chan and Ms Choo will be on course tmr....Lesson would be much better....I hate partial fraction....so difficult....sucks like hell.... Today's english test is very difficult>>>>ask a question>>>>why is the lady face as white as fungus (duno is wat le)....who the hell know???? Go ask the lady lo.... But so sad is a test.... no choice lo.... 2day tat yeo yeo duno teach wat....tia bua dong....wish tat nex week de test not so difficult.... Haiz really hate school....

Worse than Death....

2009-02-17T19:00:00.000+08:00

Learning journey to the Southern Ridges.... God! This is exhausting!!!! We walk for 7KM!!!! Worse than our cross country run>>>> Horrible....atrocious.... Never ever want to go there ever again! Mdm Noraini and Mdm Rahimah are the teachers-in-charge.... Give us a stupid worksheet that is 40 marks.... What can we do to get the answer???? Copy from friends>>>>thats the easiest way.... They don't even give us time to copy the answers down and walk off.... Go there feed mosquitoes. The mosquitoes 赚到....We went to the canopy walk....hort park....forest walk.... From Kent Ridge Park walk all the way to Telok Blangah.... The hill is sooooooooo high>makes my leg tremble. The Henderson Waves Bridge is very high up above the ground.The bridge is really beautiful with its giant wave structures. The highest part of the bridge is 77.88m above sea level. We did not notice how high it is while walking on the bridge till we have a overview of the bridge....I help Ivan carry bag and saw a BIG ant in his bag. Sin Yee use her insect repellent to spray at the ant and I just throw Ivan's bag on the floor....Lucky Dalphne and I brought ice-water in the school or we will thirst to death....Stupid Hong Sum, make my paper became duno lik wat.... Hope that never have to go this type of trip ever again....